I NEED TO FINISH THIS FUCKING EXAM.
lol nah you guys are funny.
JOKING. YOU 2 KILL ME ALL DEY ERRY DAY.
and i love you both to pieces.
even when i want to shoot someone in da face right nooow.
or eat their face off like that crazy guy ate that bums face off.
oh wait, i already made that joke. and got one more like than any of the other posts…
CAUSE I LIKED DAT SHIT MASELF.
this is what happens when i dont sleep for 3 days.
im going to stop now.
so, ALL MY BITCHES ARE GETTING SOME SERIOUSLY GREAT NEWS AND ARE MAD HAPZ.
and then there is me.
but i have a special brownie.
and a whole load of ice cream.
AND SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE ON HULU BITCHES. SO WHILE ALL YOU BITCHES ARE GETTING SOME HOT ACTION, i will be so high that i could eat a fucking star.
i know you’re jealous.
but you know.
beggars can’t be choosers.
deadass just wasted half an hour practicing making a filter.
smh. this will be unbelievable megan.
OFFICIALLY starting my birthday card for my beautiful bebe for tmrw.
i love u bubz <3
- Me: ...but basically whats happening??
- Megan: basically im confused if hes human or not.
- megan. marry me.
There was a moment last night, when i woke up and just looked around me. i saw 10 of the most beautiful, intelligent and incredible girls i know. all of them in the deepest stage of sleep, lying on every possible surface one could find in Sara’s bedroom. And i realized that at that time, i was so undeniably happy. and i came to the conclusion, that perfection is in fact, possible, even if its just for a few seconds. because in those few moments, everything, was perfect.
happy birthday sandra. we were once best friends.
happy birthday sophie. we were once best summer friends.
i was so happy during chem. chatting with megan and not being able to stop smiling every time my phone vibrated :)
and then we had the assembly. i’ve never tried so hard to keep myself from sobbing.
and then history started great. joking with the girls. YOLO KATE. YOLO. ;) getting a six on my paper.
i checked my facebook.
i did something im not happy about.
i went home and cried.
i said stuff i was not proud of.
My dearest Boo #1 and my lovely Boo #2
Honestly, I know I tell you this a lot, but I honestly love you two so much. And I know you may question how much I love you two, but you both hold a major part of my heart. And I know that sounds super cheesy, but I just want you to know how much you two mean to me. I know you think I don’t open up to you, and you think I don’t tell you things. But the things you two notice, and might I add, you two are the only ones that actually questioned me, I really don’t want you two to worry about that. Don’t think its because i’m trying to hiding it from you. Please dont take it personally. some things i honestly dont tell anyone. not one single person. not hannah, not mika, not even alex. im begging you to believe me when i say im not trying to… how do i say it.. distance myself? not let myself be close? not truly let you two see what i actually am? none of those are really how im actually feeling. somethings i need to keep to myself. it keeps me sane and gives me something to think about when i sit in the shower with all my clothes on, blasting depressing music.
just knowing how much you two care, and your sweet reminders, the concerned looks i sometimes see you give me, your letter, our talk where you had to stay in an accent to lighten the mood. honestly im so happy you did that accent. <3 the lovely smiles i get randomly during english class, during math, or in the cafeteria when im either scarfing down a meal that could feed a village or having nothing but tea :P they make my day better. honestly they do. they let me know you much you two care. and thats the only thing you two can do for me right now. just keep letting me know. thats all i ask my loves.
i also want to say thank you, to both of you. <3